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Myself ; Myself

by Two Sides of Me

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1.
Can't find a way out of this rut I'm in I keep on turning through the pages but the binding is ripped and I've made up my mind I'm getting out of this hell with or without your help that's my decision My eyes are open wide And now I'm screaming to get away You can't stop me, my mind is made I'm done being so fragile my dreams are my dreams you cant take them from me and I'm so sick of this madness so just leave me and let me believe I'm no saint but I know right and wrong hoping that maybe one day things will work out all along and I'm, I'm flying fast with my eyes wide open I'm done being so fragile my dreams are my dreams you cant take them from me and I'm so sick of this madness so just leave me and let me believe You chose your path and I chose mine I'm here to tell you this is my paradise I'm done being so fragile my dreams are my dreams you cant take them from me and I'm so sick of this madness so just leave me and let me believe
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The Unknown 04:37
Where do I go from here? Everything is so unclear Can I embrace this embark? Or will I lose my light to the dark? Don't be scared I am here Don't lose hope In the unknown Have I lost my way from the start? Is there hope left in my heart? To guide me through these nightmares That has plagued my every thought Don't be scared I am here Don't lose hope In the unknown Don't lose hope In the unknown Don't be scared I am here Don't lose hope In the unknown
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Graves 03:54
I wrote these pages down Covered them in blood and ink without a doubt my ship will sink again. Oh therapy, why have you forsaken me Cause all these stupid little things they seem to have their way with me My mind is constantly tumbling over and over again Come pull me out so I can see the land that's on the other side before I drown There's something pulling me Back to my grave Haunting memories Stuck in my head There's no more light in the day I want to feel what I felt before It's hard to look back down the road we've been apart of for so long I thought I had it all I catch my breath and watch you fall away Now I'm one and two with reality, But I've lived a thousand lives. Endless desperation, How will I survive Does anyone hear me screaming? I've fallen apart where do I run Sometimes I wonder what I've become Blackout my senses, ever more Ill be Numb I won't stand by your side In your lust, in your pride I won't stand by your side through your eyes
4.
My heart beats to the beat of the old days, the calm days When everyday I was living in a paradise I was on top of the world in my own way, my own way but now I can't stop thinking that the surface has brought the deep to light. You can't tell me what to believe in. You can't dictate what is right for me. It's too late for second chances Finally I can breathe, you won't hold me down. I knew we'd end up like this Let go of everything you've held so close I knew we'd end up like this I pushed myself too far to please you, to please you All I wanted was a vision of what could've been My conscience turned away for the last time, and now I Can't help but wonder just where the hell are my so called friends Where are you now? It's too late for second chances Finally I can breathe, you won't hold me down. I knew we'd end up like this Let go of everything you've held so close I knew we'd end up like this I don't belong inside a prison My cage at home is all I need Cut out my frills and my provisions Cause I've got no more sins left to bleed It's too late for second chances Finally I can breathe, you won't hold me down. I knew we'd end up like this Let go of everything you've held so close I knew we'd end up like this Find a path to your own existence there is light in the darkest places take a chance for your own incentives and make a light that no one can extinguish
5.
Fear is gaining a foothold on me It's getting harder and harder to tell the light from the darkness I see Let it be Just let me be So I can run away Do away with the poison in me I can't see through the fog that's been inside my mind Since the day I was born And I swore I swore to myself I didn't need any help for so long God Damn Ain't it nice to be wrong Every time i look around me Everyone's so fucking fake No peace have I found At the bottom of this drink So bury me in red You're better off dead, better off dead Just know I'm doing all I can You can't yourself, I've got to figure it out And if you have your doubts I'll help you figure out Why I'm left Staring at the bottom of a bottle again I drank myself away to the brink of death And now I'm left With nothing and no one to pull me out when I collapse Through all my crooked views Anger and drug abuse I wish I had the words to say To the people I've let down along the way So bury me in red You're better off dead, better off dead Just know I'm doing all I can You can't yourself, I've got to figure it out And if you have your doubts I'll help you figure out Why I'm left Staring at the bottom of a bottle again I can't be the only one who lingers In the wreck of my decisions My distractions are all void I drank myself away To the brink of death And now I'm plagued with the regret Of all the people I'll forget So bury me in red You're better off dead, better off dead Just know I'm doing all I can You can't stop yourself, I've got to figure it out And if you have your doubts I'll help you figure out Why I'm left Staring at the bottom of a bottle again Fear is gaining a foothold on me But I'm the only one who can fix myself and break free

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released February 27, 2019

Anthony Beheler, Joseph Mielewski, Shane Grishaw, Ryan Toms, Jonathan Rosin, Jordan West, Kyle Hegner, Eli Strobeck

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Two Sides of Me Goode, Virginia

Two Sides of Me is a mixed genre band based out of central Virginia. Through our mix of post-hardcore, pop-punk, and metal style music. We're so excited to perform and share our love of music with people from all walks of life, and to continue to spread a positive message throughout each community. ... more

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